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 Hello guys,
This is Rahul_cr here.
Today (1/3/23) is the first day of my grade 12.

Hello again guys,
This is Rahul_Cr here
Today (1/2/24) is the day b4 my preboard examination 

Hello again and again guys,
This Leodas here
today(21/02/2024) is the day b4 my board examination(english) 

Hello Hello Hello again again again guys,
This is Slimy Cash here
today(01-03-2024) is the completion of 1 complete year of 12th grade 

aLOHA GUYS ,
This is Slimy cash again here
today(09-03-2024) is my last Major board exam(maths) time is around 9:12:57AM .
I am currently studying a material sent by my teacher , and i am going to go and get ready .
See u soon guys , until then this is Flappyhaxen signing offffffffff,

Hello again guys,
this is Slimy cash here. Today (01-04-2024) will be the official last day of my 12 th grade prepartion.
i have been studying CS for nearly a week , and now I am studying Final notes of cs . Letzzz hope for the BEST and ... 

hi guyzz...its been a while (actually a lot more while ) coz today is (04-04-2025) nearly 369 days since my last blog update...currently i am doing my BE CSE in SSN ....as we hoped for the best earlier it happened i am going to have my CAT-2 of SEM-2 in 3 days so am preparing for my BEEE but i have Math-2 on monday...i have completed 1 out of 2 lessons ( complex over ode still remaining) so i thought maybe give it a little rest and i should have had my C FPSD project 2 nd review but due to time constraints i didn't and today i hoped to C I B W A (oc) but couldn't i waited for oc but it didn't happen....so got sad a bit while on my way home thru bus....so i am currently studying pn junctions .... so as usual letz hope for the best and prepare for the worst...
Until then this UR SLIMY CASH signing offff...... SUIIII.....  

Hola....guten morgan jungs...

Ich bin Rahul hier....LOL just to showcase my german skills....Today is (11-05-2025)(09:43 AM) , my bruder g is here in our house.I am prepping for my end sem exams which are about to start from MaY 19 th so i am in full grind mode actually just kinda but since morning full focus. I have been using focus sessions n win with spotify coding playlist to focus...Currently i am doing laplace in math part b (12 mark) in the au book that i brought from my clg lib. Today is Sunday bt no bi  cos g won't like our bi so i think fish not sure.....yesterdy we played ps i and g(tried) to play uncharted.....then sk as usual played fc and lost 2 mathces forst one in 4-1 and the next one he gave me in 3-1 from where i took it to 5-4 ...then we played nfs remastered  ....we had a kinda of competition were one should finish in less time .... sk finished in 5.08 6th g finished in 5.20 6th whereas me the goat of races finished it in 4th place and 4.50 but i told i would in 4.30 but couldn't....so in the m=next i hope to upskill me and try my best so .....
I.....am......IRONMAN,,,,,,,, 🔥🔥....SUIIII 

Vanakam makkale.....

nan than nane than thirumbavum.....so Hi guys it has precisely 27 days since my last log....So Today is 07-06-2025 and the time is around 17.58 PM IST and I just had my Tea actually yeah My Tea cos I made it ....(they call me master you know me master I am master the Blaster....The song that i am listening to currently).I had my first driving class today yeahh guys car drving for the frst time .... it was nice but unlike rcing games where dont even touch the brakes i had to here cos uyir mookiyam pa ... I have been coding today and i even completed my fsd right from scratch again and it was good . I also have bben learning to drive scooter (they call me master padaikal varum faster....Thalapathy....next song after Sunflower) (18.02 PM) and learning scooter we went thru madambakkam to the road where my clg bus goes and came back but while coming near pinky shoppe had a embarassing moment when a red shift came so close and my hands started trembling.....today it was kinda of easy mode driving ..... i am planning to do more projcts in c and python from roadmap.sh so lets hope .......(sk came and said cr ruled out al naasr for some club world cup team letsc) now I am doing the menu thing for the project and i will upload it in my github......so paakalam makkale....

nanethannnn,,,,,,(22-06-2025 22.27 PM al)
lifes so f**kedup that i had to watch a singing competition in mute :( 
had my dinnner in ramanas a new hotel in my neighbourhood
doing a full stack course in frecodecamp

hey (14-09-2025 ; 09:47 AM yc,yyc)

life is more shittier than b4 . others hv went for iv so yeah life is just a big void as of now
i ain't better at anything no studies , no skills, no extra stuff , no partner, no true frnd , no enjoy , no trip , no one likes me or becomes happy even i am a burden for my parents they paid 3l for nothing , 60k for laptop and i am shitting around stuff, i actually am a burden to myself , i just want to u know ..... got into fight my parents mom cried i cried dad cried and then i sat praying to ..... i ain't doindg no projects , the build clubn interview was a disaster embarassing i was like a clown couldn't speak eng , couldn;t speak to a girl in my bus , the most unlukiest person on earth(yesterday) basically i think i shouldn't exist shud have not born dont know life is shit thats it pakalam bye going to eat bread omet and briyani for the last time for a month bcs of puratasi...ok then bye

helo nambas and nanbis (25-01-2026 17:41 PM yc yyc)

long time no blog like 4 months achi... quick summary...jananayagan postponed new year has been a disaster......3rd sem o**bals 8.38 gpa..... next sem also first ca didnt study.....life ye borea pothu nothing new.....no gf no hearphones no study no projects no skills no cp nothing just doomscrolling and mc...i got a couple of frnds in mc minepeak.... vlaxe(Spainiard) pushkar(ind)...apart from that nothing i am proud of saying....lifes shit as hell.....life soothi soothi adikuthu....enna panrathune therla.....tbh d**ing is a better option than living a life hurting and betraying other.....poda etha panrathukum motivatione illa.....f*ckd up life da....cat is next week actually this week fri tdy is sunday....we were in veg chuthagam so from tmrw nonveg...briyani nu solranga papom...also wed canteen so enna vangaruthunu therla....fried rice over priced....parota not allowed in home no dilemma....papom guys ippo daa book la padikaporen....tata see u by ye
until then this is slimycash signing of.......f864 0ff....

vanakam makale...neenga pathu kethu(not actually) konduirupadhu mokkalife hosted and acted by rahul the dandadavedi..... today is 23-08-2026  (21.41 PM IST) ad yc yyc yyyc yyyyc @bd

So again life is really f*cked up....way too worse...it has been like 7 months since my last update...yet life became even more cruel.... oma and opa are hear...cos oma had some diarrhea and sugar problem she came here....today we had prawn grill ( yeah we bought solara air fryer like 2 weeks ago)...it was so good....we had tried panner tikka ,,, chicken tikka and some dishes as well in it in this 2 weeks period.... me sk dad in bedroom....dad scrolling ,,,, sk shimon sir video laws of motion l1-class 11 full marathon watching.... and me full weekend wasting...oth ( peak shit .. now 3.15 ig.... yeah 2s this weekend alone....binging at peak..... #luookeforever

so life... yeah i mentined cruell....it has been even worse....yeah internship thats the cos... or smtg else idk tbh....first it was appian....then deshaw.....then finally the real cruelty fidelity....appain was a 20lpa job.....i got rejected in first rounf itslef bcs i didnt know the syntax for therdaing....but yeah the mistake is mine...i shouldnt have mentioned i didnt know it i should have samalicified but yeah ramm got the same qns...he samalicified and got the job....messed up....got heartbroken that day whwn i was in oma;s ouse for the koil pongal thign...even more heartbreak that evening when i founf out that some ppl with A history got selected....

then came de shaw....2 qns and first one was easy af permutaion combination one....yeah forgot the /2 and yeag fucked it up....gal and abj did one and moved to the next round....gals sothapified with his mouth....abj went till last and didn;t get selected....not much of a heartbreak...but made me uninstall insta and BO1(havent played cod since then)...

intha edam than romba kastamana paguthi....fidelity...10lpa job....dilemma since start whether to try or not...harsha tried to convince me not to take it...rahulvs told to triy wh waste a chance(was basically like a word of wisdom)...hence yeah i tried....did really well in tech round...was asked about oops sql etc.....i almost mmeditely had the hr....was asked about first heartbreak, said jee... was asked why fidelity ...said same answer twice prolly that is the reason for my rejection.....waited for like 3 hours.... interview got over by 12...went to have lunch inclass came back by 3...waited till 6.30....had severe anxiety attacks throuhgout....by 6.30 they came....we six ppl where sitting at last row( me gals kug dharni mathes )...all of them got called i didnt..... heart sank.... u have to have seen the smile at that (g);s face.... anger came but controlled it and it turned to sadness.... honestly didnt know why i was not selected.....me rohan rishi alone from the set of ppl ik didnt get selected...even sem 1 got called.... could have been a classic ting but god had some great plans...to keep this bastrad worried about his job frvr..... honestly if that fat black short round hr comes in front of me.... i wud do nothing yeah lmao( realtime decision)....gals told me to wait as his father is coming and we can go home together...another mistake.....waited till 8.04 for his father to come and we dpeated...they bought me a coffee otw.... then reached home lashed at mom for no reason....reallt heartbroken mate trust me .... life has nt been the same since 100% true.... no interst in anything...no coding no gaming no sighting no need for gf nothinh....all just void dunno why just feeling like that......OMG i am having a big freaking cold since mrng... ig bcs of yc but yeah fuck life .....

so that is how lifes been lately... got barclays on sept 8... and yeah iv to kerala was planned on spe 2 - 6 got cancelled bcs of upcoming barclays.... yeah though they had gone i wouldnt have obs...i hope atleast when u r reading this in future u got the right to pull some cards...fidelty was lucas....lets hope barclays is my julian baker....i havent prepared much for barclasys as of now...i got a week full of lab test ahead of me.... nlp , ml , nethwors all tests in a same week....tmrw i got my gpp review.... yeah fucked up busy schedule.....now it is 22.15 i have been typing for liek 30 mins now i am in sr as dad is putting bed in bd.... now gonna go sleep....
lets past was trash.....present is helll....lets hope atleast future is better.....i am planning on starting a meme page+marvel page+moviewreview all comb insta page...lets hope i do it in near future......
seri guys i think it is time to leave see you guys later.....this is slimycah singing offff....kachoiii

hello guys....today is 12-09-2026 7.59AM @sr bb yc yyc 
honestly idk what to say....(8.04AM) still figuring out what to wrrite...
well i got rejected from barclays...i passed the oa with 5/5 sqls 1.5/3 dsa ... bcs of my filling the form first i was the first guy again....first round was like hr a mam came....it was a full drilling of my resume...it went well(kinda)...then in the eveing 7 guys were rejected after first round itself...then came the 2nd round...again i was the first guy.... the vadakan guy (raj smtg) he was drilling me again and againi....like what is testing u did , what is the mode deployment all stuff stuff i answered all of them....i think this is the place i fumbled.....he asked me what do u know about barclays.....i thought to make the mood funny by saying i had prepared for this qns and unfortunately this wasn;t asked in my first round...i then said my ans about the technology role and stuff..and then he asked what are 5 principles of barclays(it was almost as if he wanted to touch my ego by asking a qns i didn't know just bcs i said i prepared for this qns)...then this is where i fubled i said the same answer agin like the ownership, reliabilty and stuff....then i asked for any feedback and he started like it is god that u have solved competitive programming and all but real worlld knowledge is imp and gave random ass lecture for 10-20 mns...i even said thank you sir after end...and the reel recreation happened....we were all sitting there in the waitnig hall....kug came and said michael and ev to leave for the day.....then the hr guy came ... started reading out names....like 8 of us including raghu , adi...we went in with all excitement...i remeber while going i said raghu....prabha and shiva not called da...he said that is what is suprising da....we went in.....the fatass anand( Anand Jahagirdar made change on 14-09-2026 22.54 PM c yc @h ad )was standing and all the panel seated in the table....he said first of all a big round of applause ofr u guys and all of them started clapping....i started flying to cloud nine...then he said but at the end the hard part comes to me.....and i sank....he said u guys didn't meet our criteria but this doen;t mean that u guys are below par it is that the other guys performed well....thats all everything fell apart....raghu and i shared a glance of confusion.....sateesh (cdc) was also there he was also genuinlly confused....and thats when anand said to him that these guys are not selected.....heart stopeed......then they spoke somethings non of it entered my head...i was still trying to figure out what was happening....then i took a step back and put my head down.....then we went out and sat again in the same place....raghu and adi tried to conformt me but nothing reached me.....anand came out and adrresed the other selected candidates his exact words were "unfornately u guys perfoemed well and made it through...congrats guys u all r selected...surpirse"...thats when confusion turned to anger....they all come out to take photos....this is hte second time this same thing is happening man....life is cruel man....god did some pretty good job in hurting me.....then we were asked to leave but before leaving they started  taking phoots in the entrnce near fountain so we had to wait and watch all the things...that;s when anger turned to sadness.....we waitied till they are done....then raghu and i depteared he went to his gf and i went to rshabs for a cofee...here also god really played well...he had someone to talk and console i didnt even have that....otw say sabaris sad....and had a quick coffee started walking....otw i sat near vaama sundari and called mom she didnt pick and then i called dad...told him the news and was pretty much devasted.....sadness turned to grief.....i then started walking as i saw abdiels' and tried walk faster and otw mom called but i didnt notice(she had gone for malini permias ops.....now actually malini perima and fam aling with opa , oma all are here in out house...) (8.53am)... i went out of clg and a bus was standing 515 i boarded on running and had to gpay and a akka helpmed me by paassing the phone ...i had to stand all the way from clg to perngaltur....then ony i got a seat was tired mentally and physcially....got down at tmb boarded a share auto waited for like 20mins and then reached home ... was sad but not like the way i felt for fidelity...i think i got used to it....i didn't even have that much of anxiety attacks this time....so yeah...but still anand shouldnt have done it this way.....
so lets move on next is hsbc coming up on 17th ig....so lets hope this is atleast the endgame...
tata cya bye bye .... 

hello hello helooo ... nan than ,, nane than.... (27-09-2026 01.29 AM yes nadu rathiri) y2c yyc yyync y^4-y^8c shitty days.... 
so life oru mari dilema la ye pothu...and it is great pleasure to say that i am placed in barclays( actually i too am not sure athan kathaye) 
lot of things happened:
1 . barclays placement
2. malini perima got well and left our home
3. today (yeah i mean tmrw is moms bday)
4. yt channel is booming almost 1.8k views in last 48hrs
5. my prev internsip at zenby qualcode got over

so yeah on 25th oct 2026 exactly at 15:18 PM @clg i got a call from krishnan asking whether you got summer intership or not... i first couldnt hear him properly... them i said no sir but b4 i could ask whats the matter he cut the call... (i called kugan ryt after call saying abt this ... later edit 01.40 am) as it was getting time to go to bus i headed out of lib... otw i saw a girl talking to someone in phone saying "aditya kumar ha?? i ll let him know sir"...appo than something hit me ... that girls face was familiar but idk who she is and she was speaking abt adi... so adi + krishnan + cdc meant only one thing it is related t barclays or hsbc smtg... as i was walking out i saw flashmob was starting i thought it got over by 2.30 itself (thats; what they said earlier during whihc i had my gpp mock review for the innovation day where we were smashed by mam) so i started walking to it and only a couple of busses fave come so i joined the crowd.... first i was in the fountain side couldnt see anything... so i went the other side where i saw the ramm , praba , kugan gang... we spoke and i told kugan abt the scenario he said it might be relaed to barclyas da nu.... he said u will get it so i said "kidachidunu vechikoven...." he said treat vekanum ,,, i said confirm da nu....eve from back we couldnt see much....so i said ramm lets go that side again but even from there i couldnt see much.... i took a video from the phone and still only slightly visible.... now time is 15.38pm i got a call from adi ... avolo than i knew smtg is cooking... he said odane come to cdc da nu...i departed stating  the reason... otw harsha called i told him the scenrio and went in ... otw saw harini (adi's ) waiting on grnd floor....
i went in full of surprise ... asked adi what happened macha... krishnan standing there said elam nala visayam than pa nu..... avolo than i am almost floating....we waited for that girl kaniska to come and then went in  ... satessh started reading the mail like we are calling up 3 of our reserve candidates and they are also being selected alng with the previos selects and let them know this and congrats... all 3 of smiling like anything... then he shook the girls hand first and started reading the names... rahul suresh ... shook my hand....aditya upadhakumar (adi - udhakumar sir) satesh - ohh sry ...shook his hand.... then adi shook my hand.... neengala selected pa... location - pune ok thana... all 3 of us in unison ok sir.... what is this internship ?i asked like the cmpany info sir.... no no... adi - it is a software trainee role sir... che che ... i said like we should not sit for any othe company... ok va -- again in unsion ok sir... he smilied like slithly suprirsed... sateesh - ok then i want a leter fromm u guys stating u r accepting it (the conditionds and the offer along with a passport size photo) ... we came out adi went running to hug harini and slightly ( tooki suthinan her) then he came hugged me .... then i said got to make a call man.... went called mumy ... she was downside ( srilaksmi aunty and her sis had come to see malini perima) .. so she was like super but pune la mudiyuma i said yeah and she was like confirm agura variakum excite agatha...she said to call dad as well.... i called him and said the detials and he also congratulated me..... then we went down to draft the mail.... i gpted it and sent it to krishnan... adi wanted my contents so i sent him as well... then we went to inform satesh ... he was busy with a girl and asked us to infiorm krishnan.... we went in said we sent and he said if we get back any info we will reach out to you.... we came out and were quite puzzled ... all 3 of us like wdym by get back after getting info... does that mean we are still in waitlist category.... notsure we agreed to go again in and confirm with him.... thats when he said we were only asked to block u guys from other companines sitting and ur avaialibilty and not like u got the internship.... but our gut feeling says u will get it nu ... we dont want to give u false hopes... (i was like die davidson u should have said this bb4 da bevakuf)...we cam e out and that girl shook my hand and adis too and we all departed talking abt not being sure whether we are placed or not nu...and ran to the bus as they were leving  and callled gals to hold the bus ... i got on near the fountian an went ans sat and explained him this and he started polambifying his love life....
otw i tried to thank the gods (all th specfic ones ) whom i was angry on bcs of the heartbreak on barclays... i was like saying sorry to them otw.... then came home....on these 2 days adi and i... tried thru kaugan and arhi...to contact cdc regarding the confirmation...both of them spke with sathis and told u guys are confirmed nu but krihsnan alone still sticking to is previos perspecitve.... today adi went irl to cdc and talked too baoth of them and sathessh convinced krishnan as well that we are selected nu....then adi also spoke with thirumurugan   ... when he told last year the waitlisti ng candiditas where not called p for internsips.... but we are not waitling candidates and we are the resreves and we even sent our aceptence emails so we most problabley got selected

but smtg is not fulfilled in my heart ... all this longings to get place disappeared after getting this info...i am not even able to enjoy it that i am placed i think that is bcs of the fact that i havent recieved the confirmation mail yet ... which is what restraiing me from fully ejoying.....athula cat vera.... inku full onume padikala ithula 2c vera.... idk man what i am doing... gotu study tmrw cos monday .. cn exam.... so ipothuku avlo than....we wil hope for the bst guys  ... papom bye bye bye ... (02.02 am)